when i was your gurl

Dear diary love

Today i feel i'm a really bad girl and really feel sorry to my heart. 

Really like i'm plastic women just silent when somebody do a something 

trouble thing to me. Oh god why i'm like this. Its really disappointed

behavior.  Please please wake up maizatul anira. U must can everything

before late. 

But i really-really want. But why like this. Like no happen

and like some fun game and just fun baby. Damm it ! it really suck .

no body know. No body care. Every time i'm thinking. Every time

i remember that time. Why like no respond. Just i like barbie doll

stand without no heart. It's really sad when seen the last on and

just silent respond to me. Oh god, please remove all feeling like

this :( i'm so really afraid and so so feeling bad ! 

I think it just some game. I know i'm not worthy and just 

kid. Yeah kid :'D Why i so fool . Arr bad feeling i hate u :'(

Thank you give a sin and a bad feeling . I really appreciate :')

I just wish i have a great answer and lost of question mark of this feeling.

do not clap one hand you will die. Adios